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Please Stay Im crying my eyes outPlease Stay by ~miseries
Wishing you would stay
Wishing that we live somewhere else
wishing that everyone would open their eyes more
I'm fighting with myself
From calling you and just begging you to stay
From running to your house and screaming your name
From letting you walk out of my life just like that
I need you here with me
Because you're all I can think of everyday
Because you mean so damn much to me
Because I love more than I would ever admit to myself
You leaving me
Is making my heart turn to ashes
I am waiting for you to tell me that you are here to stay
Because I don't want to let go of you
I dont think I'll ever move
Fall for it WordsFall for it by ~miseries
They're just words to you
Random sayings and phrases
But you never knew the effect it does to me
Burn
You love it
You totally love watching me burn
And yet you pretend you care
Honesty
What's that? I'm lost
Cause I don't think you actually have it
Hell...all I see is lies and goddamn fake prayers
Love
Do you actually know what it is?
Do you even feel love?
Cause you fucking say you do but you don't
Cry
You say you do, it helps
But does it? You act all helpless when you're not
Stop fucking playing with me cause it's fucking annoying
Fuck
Yeah fuck you cause I cared, i cared too damn much
And I'm saying fuck you now
Radomized It's all controlledRadomized by ~miseries
Totally controlled
All deep down inside
Lock in a nice cosy place
Smiling
That's all I'm good at
All I'm able to do
Only thing I can produce
Emotions going wild
Controlling it
Fighting to keep it down
But I'm losing control
I wanna scream
I wanna feel
I wanna escape
I want to just die
I can barely handle it
I'm stilling smiling
Smiling that little smile
So good till it looks real
I'm breaking apart
Piece by piece
Torn slowly
I'm totally fragile
I push things away
Helped, care
People, Hope
I'm fine alone
Every night
I tell myself
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
When I know I ain't
I'm laying h
Let's Pretend Let's pretendLet's Pretend by ~miseries
That we're whatever we wished to be
That we're happy all the time
That smiling actually WORKS
Let's pretend
Love is all around
It makes people happy
That marriage is actually a goddamn BLESSING
Let's pretend
I'm happy, you're happy
Work is awesome, home is awesome
That life is fucking AWESOME
Let's pretend
We love our friends and family
That everything is all good
That we have people to TRUST and COUNT on
Let's pretend that we're not pretending and lying and we're fucking smiling for it
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